A smile appear on my face and seconds later I see everyone fade away.
Is this the truth?
Do I need to stay miserable to keep those close to me happy?
As my smile fade away I only see the smile of others appear.
A destiny filled with grief, jealousy and fear.
It makes me wonder..
Will they be better without me?
Will their smiles continue to shine?
Is my happiness that toxic?
How do it operate?
Do I drain those I love of happy thought just to feel a second of piece in my mind?
I keep asking myself..
Will they be better without my toxic existence?